Thursday, June 20, 2013

Take-Me-Back Letter to Rain...

Rain rain
Please come back
I'm sorry that we give you crap.

It's hotter than Hell
With no end in sight,
So please dear rain,
Come back and fast...

Rain rain
We love you so
You keep us cool
And you help things grow.

We won't whine
Nor will we complain
When you wash the Earth
And make rainbows shine.

Rain rain
Please, oh, please come back,
We won't again ever give you crap.



Thursday, May 23, 2013

Our Stars and Wishes


No matter what the cost,
no matter how our future looks,
bleak or bright,
you keep on wishing on your star tonight.

I'll be back soon,
to hold you in my arms,
every day I'll get closer,
so keep wishing on your stars.

Millions of stars high in the sky,
our love, yours and mine,
will keep us afloat, will keep us alive,
looks like our wishes came true this night.


Tuesday, May 14, 2013

70,130


It was on the I-70,
homesickness,
nervousness,
tidal wave after tidal wave.

Bluer-than-blue skies,
soft white clouds,
smells of spring and summer,
Germany beckons against the wild.

Closing of eyes,
temples and earthquakes,
long life zen flights,
Pittsburgh to Newark
Frankfurt to Home.


Saturday, May 4, 2013

The Greg Bentz

So here's a "drinking song/poem" that I have written for a good friend named Greg Bentz. He came up with the idea of the drink and after tasting it, fell in love with it. The poem I have written is to honor this genius of a man and the drink he has come up with.



It's the drink of men, past, and legend,
oh, it's the drink of holy heaven.
It's the drink that's wedded ol' men and babes,
oh, its the drink for a good motivation.

Lean in close, drink up this elixir,
learn of a drink, named for a famous Mister...

Greg Bentz is its name,
created through journey for the perfect drink,
a drink so perfect in acclaim,
made of 2 parts Irish Water of Life,
1 part Italian spice, and a
dash of the American dream.

It's the drink of men, pasts, and legends,
oh, it's the drink of high holy heavens.
It's the drink that's helped wed ol' men and babes,
oh, its the drink for good intentions.

Found by the man, who of good and clean expressions,
was of want for the perfect drink,
to go with the perfect life,
he took what was already sweet and already neat,
he sat at the table, mixed up the elixir of fame,
he realized one thing was missing, so he put in the
cola-soda, and thus, the drink of his name was made.

It's the drink of men, pasts and legends,
oh, it's the drink of high holy heavens.
It's the drink that has made fresh babes,
oh, it's the drink of perfect collections.


Greg Bentz Recipe
- 2 parts whiskey
- 1 part amaretto
- Dash of Coke

(The Greg Bentz)

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Hollywoodland: Chapter 4

The taxi cab came flying through the intersection to stop in front of the MGM studios. James didn't want to be late for his first day on the job. He was already five minutes late, but a friend back home in New York told him that the movie-star types didn't show up for work until thirty minutes after shooting started. He hoped that his friend was right. As James got up out of the taxi, he looked up at the large sign that would welcome him to work everyday for the next thirty years. In large golden letters, MGM shined with the morning sun.

Diane jumped up as Mr. Capra exited Mr. Goldwyn's office. Mr. Capra was shaking his head in frustration as he left the office. Diane quickly walked over to Mr. Goldwyn's office door, peeking her head in.

"Mr. Goldwyn, sir, is there anything I can get you? Coffee or maybe a croissant or a bagel?" Diane asked, moving closer into Charles' office.

Charles was sitting in one of the leather chairs next to his desk. A half empty glass of Mr. Capra's mamosa sat on the coffee table in front of Charles. Charles' own cup of coffee sat completely untouched, having turned cold thirty minutes into the conversation between himself and Mr. Capra. He had been arguing to Mr. Capra about a new movie idea that would help throw his new star, James Stewart, far into cinema stardom.

"Oh, uh, nothing for me thanks. I'll finish this coffee. Why don't you go get yourself some food from the cafeteria, I'll be fine by myself for a while." Charles took a long drink from his cup, grimacing at the horrible taste of the cold coffee. He was shooing Ms. Diane out the door, knowing full well that she wouldn't actually go to the cafeteria  and would instead have something brought up to her. She was always countable to be near the office, even when it was in the middle of the night. James took another swig from his cup, grimacing as the rest of the coffee was finished, with the little specks of coffee grounds giving the taste an enhanced flavor of drinking dirt and leftover vanilla beans. He was definitely going to have to talk to the manager of the cafeteria about possibly not making the coffee so inedible.

Diane poked her head back in the doorway, "A Mr. Stewart to see you sir."

"Well, let him in! He's going to be a star, and he shall be treated as one from now on. Let him in!" Charles quipped from behind his large desk.

James Stewart walked into the room. He remembered the room from the other day. He almost wished that it was just a dream, but that would have been cruel, almost cynical.

"Um, good morning sir. I hope I wasn't interrupting anything important. I, I, I was just coming in to let you know that I am here on the lot - though I'm not entirely sure where I'm supposed to be going. The security guard at the front entracne didn't known either, but it seemed like he truly didn't care." James stood in front of the desk.

Charles was pouring himself a fresh hot cup of coffee. He turned to James and offered some. James refused.

"Yea, George doesn't really know much down there at the front gate. That doesn't stop him from interviewing every chance he gets. He's a good guy, he's just a little slow." Charles sat back down behind his desk. James took a seat in front of the desk.

"Now, you're going to be working on Lot 3 with Mr. Frank Capra. He's got a movie that's going to be starting in a few weeks and I want you there, shadowing him, getting to know him. Trust me, it's not the greatest task in the world, but it'll get his attention and he'll have to put you in one of his movies. He won't admit it yet, but he's working on a new piece. He has decided, with my help, that the movie would best be st in Washington D.C. A political feel-good movie. Oh, sure, we're going to catch some hell for it, but they can't do anything about it. We are the bread-makers of American entertainment  You can't take down Hollywood, we're already top of the world. Besides they wouldn't want to - we'd sue their asses back to the Stone Age." Charles finished his cigar. He knew that James didn't understand, which was alright by him, Charles knew that James would eventually see it the way he did. Everyone did, it was a fact of life.

"First though, before you go over there, let's order some lunch." Charles shifted forward in his chair.

"But sir, it's only 11 o'clock." James seemed surprised that anyone was eating at this hour. It wasn't even noon.

"Ha! You'll have to get used to how we do things here. We order lunch at 11 because the cafeteria will take what will seem like hours to get ready. Just last week it took over three hours to get my BLT sandwich up here. I'm less than 100 yards away from the damned building that holds the cafeteria, what do you thing they were doing? Having the bacon flown in from Italy?" Mr. Charles Goldwyn laughed heartily.

James looked down at his shoes - he knew that this lunch was most likely going to take a few hours.

"Diane, please get two roast-beef sandwiches on rye with extra mustard, up from the cafeteria. Also, see if they have nay of that leftover whiskey that they brought up yesterday, that was some good stuff. Oh - what d'ya want boy? Diane, bring the boy up what I'm having. Also, cancel my appointments and meetings, I'm going to spend some time getting to know our new star here." Charles Goldwyn got up and after relaying his order to Diane, closed the door and sat back down in front of James.

"Ya see Jimmy, you're going to have to get used to the fact that while the rest of the world is going to be slumming the bill for a bit, we've got the whole world at our disposal. You want fresh caviar? We can get that for ya. You want beautiful women? Cigars? Brandy? Fortune and fame? That's all possible now! You're a Hollywood star!" Charles sat back down after pouring himself a tumbler of brandy.

"Um, Mr. Goldwyn, sir, that's something I've wanted to ask you. What is Hollywoodland?" James asked, sitting forward in his chair, taking a tumbler of brandy from Charles.

"Huh? What? Oh, that. Not really sure to be honest. I know there are some houses on the other side of that blasted hill. I think that area is called Hollywoodland, but it doesn't really matter now - you're in Hollywood! You should be worrying about where on Sunset Boulevard you're going to be living. I myself live at 1636 Sunset Boulevard, but there's no houses up that way for sale. You'll get to live in one of the number-500 houses. Those houses aren't bad, but for a new star just coming about, they're perfect. I remember wild parties, multiple women all over me, and what seemed like gallons of cheap booze - oh that was the past. Not something that an old man like me should be doing, but that doesn't stop me from the occasional gathering here-and-there. Especially now since I'm not a married man." Charles finished his first glass and started on his second.

James sat, in part daze and part awe at the power of Mr. Goldwyn's persona. Every time he was around Mr. Goldwyn, James felt a sense of empowerment - everything that Mr. Goldwyn said about having entitlement now that he, James, was a star sounded good. Life was finally looking up to him, and he wouldn't let it pass.

"Mr. Goldwyn, tell me more about the beautiful houses on Sunset Boulevard, I've never seen them before." James sat back in his leather chair finally feeling creature-comforts.


Saturday, March 30, 2013

Hollywoodland: Chapter 3

The dust in the room danced circlets and spirals in the light, softly drifting in the ray of hot California sun after being chucked through the air as only a fan on its lowest setting could.

James crashed on the sunken couch in the motel room. A small cloud of dust puffed off the couch. James gave an involuntary cough. Life was moving fast. Just a measly two weeks earlier he was getting off of a stage on Broadway. He had gotten a tip-off from an old friend that Hollywoodland was hiring. So, he was off to the sun of Cali and away from the Great White Way & the Big Apple. He had never been to the West Coast, but he had heard that the surf, sand and sun were mesmerizing.. The idea of a new place nauseated him, and the reality of potential failure in the job searches only worsened his nausea. He had no connections in the film industry. No friends to help him out with his big break, to put him up while he searches for his future.

James took a slow drag from a cigarette. He relaxed some as the nicotine flowed through his veins. He was getting his usual fix. It was the only vice that he afforded himself. He had seen what happened to others when they got hooked on the harder stuff. Blow, cocaine, angel's dust - it had many names that his other actor friends would call it. He tried it, once - it had given him a wicked headache and weird feelings of everything around him - the jitters, paranoia, and also hallucinogenic images. After he had come off of his terror of a high, he vowed never to touch the stuff ever again. He wasn't willing to sacrifice health just to get a cheap fix. He took another drag from his cigarette.

James Stewart shifted on the couch and looked up at the clock on the wall - 8:35 a.m. it read. He got up off the couch, ashed his smoke, then headed for the shower. He felt like hell, but he wasn't ready to look like it in front of his boss and the other actors.

"A shower and then a shave," he muttered to himself, rubbing the early shadow on his face. The sound of his tired body and feet shuffling along on the plastic tile floor of the bathroom only further showed his state of exhaustion from the road to Hollywoodland. The bathroom door creaked as he closed it.

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Charles Goldwyn smiled as he looked up at the face of Diane Slinger. She had taken to bringing him a fresh croissant and hot coffee to him every morning. Also, a small stack of the daily newspapers and magazines - among them the Hollywood Reporter, Los Angeles Times, New York Times and even the monthly issue of Variety would end up on his desk each morning when he would come in at promptly 7:30 a.m.

Charles found himself watching and staring as Diane went about her business in the other room. She had been working for him for what seem like his whole professional career. It was only now that he started to notice her for more than just as an assistant.

"Mr. Goldwyn? Good morning Mr. Goldwyn. In a half-hour you have an appointment with Mr. Capra. After that, you said you wanted me to remind you at noon that you want Mr. Stewart to come up and half lunch with you." Diane sat in a leather chair to the left of Charles. She was reading the schedule from her notepad. She felt a tingling - like she was being watched. She looked up.

"Mr. Goldwyn, what is ever the matter? You're staring at me, is there something on my blouse? Did I spill my coffee...or no. Is there something on my face? Oh Mr. Goldwyn, tell me, is there something on my face?" Diane fretted, checking her outfit and her face in her compact.

Charles laughed heartily. He surprised himself with his laugh, he hadn't laughed that hard in such a long time. "No, no my dear. There's nothing wrong. I'm just reveling in your beauty." Charles smiled warmly.

Diane blushed. She wasn't getting used to all of Mr. Goldwyn's compliments. Just months ago, he would just grunt at her in response to her questions. Now, she has his full attention. The divorce from Ms. Lipinski was doing some weird things to him - he went out of his way to find a new star, he would come in to work earlier than even the set builders come in, and he was always paying more and more attention to Diane Slinger.

Charles took a puff from his cigar. Diane was looking more and more beautiful each day. "Maybe I should take her out to dinner tonight...yea, that's what I'll do. We'll go downtown and get a nice steak dinner. Women like steaks - men like them so why shouldn't women?" Charles sat pondering, staring off into the distance, which happened to be in the direction of Diane.

"Well, Mr. Goldwyn, I've got papers and files to...umm..file. I'll be in the other room. Mr. Capra will be here in fifteen minutes." Diane got up and walked out of the room, closing the door behind her. She sat at her desk, thinking about what had just happened in the other room. Mr. Goldwyn was acting nice to her - a feeling she wasn't used to at all, but she was enjoying it.

The door to Diane's office opened. A Mr. Capra walked in and nodded to Diane. Mr. Capra walked over and went through Charles Goldwyn's door.

Before the door closed behind him, the voice of Mr. Capra carried out to where Diane sat, "Yes Mr. Goldwyn? You wanted to talk to me about a Christmas movie? I don't quite underst-" The door clicked closed.

Diane turned and picked up that day's copy of the Hollywood Reporter. Gossip will help take her mind off of Mr. Goldwyn, or so she thought.


Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Hollywoodland: Chapter 2

Diane sat at her desk, reading the copy of that month's Variety. Mr. Goldwyn had just been divorced, but Diane kept wondering when he would go back to the office. It had been two weeks since Mrs. Goldwyn, now Ms. Lipinski, had left him. Charles should have gotten back up on his feet. He was legend for his playboy fun in his youth. Back then, in three months, he managed to sleep through an entire dance troupe before taking a week off and relaxing in Tucson.

A knock on the door woke Diane out of her nostalgia fix. A young man, barely over twenty, stood in front of her. He was tall and had brown hair - she liked that. As soon as she heard his voice though, she heard bells in the distance.

"I, I, I, I have an appointment with a Mr. Goldwyn," the young man said, with a slight but not intrusive stammer.

Diane rose. "I'm sorry, but Mr. Goldwyn is out at the moment. He doesn't have any appointments lined up at all today. Wh-May I ask what your name is?"

"Oh, that's right, how rude of me." The young man took Diane's hand and shook it. "My name is James Stewart. I'm an, an, an, an actor. Mr. Goldwyn called me earlier, he said to come right in his office." James walked to the door with a sign reading Charles Goldwyn, not hearing Diane's protests.

"Mr. Stewart, he's out I tell you. He's not in there, see- Oh! Hello Mr. Goldwyn. I didn't hear you come in at all. When did you-" Diane looked around Mr. Goldwyn's office. Newspapers spread everywhere. A mountain of dishes and half-eaten food spread on the coffee table.

"Oh sir, I thought you were still home. Let me clean this up for you." Diane pulled her dirty blonde hair out of her face and started to clean up. "Ms. Lipinski must have gotten the house - poor man," Diane thought, "he's been in this office this whole time. Why didn't he tell me?"

A much older looking, yet still fifty Charles Goldwyn stepped out of Diane's way. He briefly glanced at James, eyeing him over before sitting behind his desk.

"Mr. James Stewart, is it alright if I call you Jimmy?"
"Well, sir, actually-"
"Now don't go interrupting me - its rude. You see Jimmy, this studio has seen you and your talents on Broadway, and we loved it. Didn't we love it Diane?"

"Yes Mr. Goldwyn." Diane responded, taking on the mountain of food and dishes.

Charles continued on. "We loved it so much that we want you to star in a new film we're going to shoot. The film is going to be a musical. A real boy-falls-in-love-with-girl, girl-falls-in-love-with-boy type of musical. What d'ya think? Eh, Jimmy?"

James sat on the couch, trying to take stock of where he was and what all just happened.
"Well, I, I, I'd have to think about this. I mean, where am I going to live? What about Broadway? I,I,I'm slated to do another play out there. I'm just a stage actor, not a movie star." James knew he wasn't cut out for film. He knew his stammer was going to get him places, maybe even in trouble. He never would have figured it would have gotten him out to Hollywoodland. He didn't want to leave his friends in Broadway, but he also knew this was the chance he always wanted and needed.

Charles sat behind his desk, watching everything unfold, watching as the thoughts and emotions play out on Jame's eyes and face. He knew the man would take the job. It was too good of an offer to decline - a role in a new film, a musical, being shot in Hollywoodland.

"Sir, not to sound too hasty, but I,I,I accept." James said, standing up tall.

"Good. I knew you would see the light. Be back on the lot tomorrow at ten o'clock. Oh, and Jimmy?"

"Yes Mr. Goldwyn?" James was already half-way out the door.

"We're gonna make you a star." Charles took a puff from a freshly lit cigar. He watched James "Jimmy" Stewart leave. Charles had a good feeling about the boy. Charles sat back and propped his feet on the edge of the desk. He hadn't felt this good since he had divorced his second, bless her soul that cheating -.

"Oh, Ms. Slinger? You look absolutely beautiful today."

Diane Slinger blushed, compliments from the Boss were rare at best.
"Thank you Mr. Goldwyn." Diane said, pulling the door behind her to give Charles some privacy.

Charles had found his star in the form of James "Jimmy" Stewart.

The door clicked shut with a feeling of finality.