Monday, August 26, 2013

It Will Make No Difference!

Standing in front of the "holy" firing squad.
Last wish on a pink triangle pinned on my shirt.
Boss gives the countdown.
Eyes closed and no regrets for how I've been living.
Someone screams and I feel pelted by loose words and steaming hypocrisies.
Verse after verse after verse of past storytelling,
religiousized into acceptance by the  faithful.

I realize that within me, there is no wrong.
No evil, no disease, no incurable condition.
While I may suffer inquisitions on my skin,
my soul becomes free and the fetters release.
A blind-fold blows off, hard glaring blue truth stares at me.
I can't turn my back, how can I?, when I know that this is truly me!

Leviticus, Deuteronomy, quote against me,
while you throw the stone first and live in hypocrisy?
Quote the letters of "WWJD?", but you fail to see the light that if He is real,
He too must love me!
You use dead laws to fight your dead causes;
wars against gender, religion, sexual orientation,
and the pigment of your brother's skin!

Wake up and realize that your help just hurts,
even when your best intentions are just false-starts in the race of life!
Come on man, don't you see that you cause me to turn away and fly into Othello,
your golden gods cause nothing but but Tempests and isolation?

When will you realize that there is nothing wrong with me or my lover?
You'll keep throwing these lines at me,
hoping that I'll lose the will to fight and submit to the game over.
You severely overestimate the minority's rise to the vocal majority,
no god or man can stop the rain when it's falling,
welcome to how life should have been,
because now your "holy" false will make no difference.


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

No longer a captain of a steady vessel...

The place where young children used to play,
no longer a land full of babes,
in the dark they walked off,
grown up and old and cold and gone.

Oh, the veins trick you into thinking -
that all is fine in your world,
welcome to a place filled with pain and suffering,
welcome to your new hell.

Insulin pumps instead of fist pumps,
depression instead of joy,
it's killing you inside,
it's killing you in so many ways.

Oh, the veins trick you into thinking -
that all is safe in your world,
welcome to the place of tears and pain,
welcome to a new plane of friendly hell.

Cynicism and nihilism and agnosticism,
nothing anymore tastes the same,
it seems that life has changed direction,
no longer a captain of a steady vessel.

Oh, your veins tricked you into thinking -
that everything is perfect in your world,
welcome to a place of fear and nervousness,
welcome to a life with diabetes.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Why?

Why are we ok with the world where
the minority is looked down upon;
where the vocals are hushed;
where those two men aren't allowed to love -
simply because a book says it's not ok with you?

Why are we ok with a world where
those who are able to change don't,
those who do are shunned;
where truth is only allowed in a tiny box,
instead of allowed to be free-flowing;
where personal beauty is mentioned -
but the despicable beauty is in the light.

Why are we ok with a world where
people who aren't you are being tortured
in the first world countries,
where people like me are afraid to live,
where people like us are always
in wars about something completely trivial?

Why are you ok with a world where
innocent people are killed everyday
due to your thoughts and ideals having to be "right",
to have the last laugh?
Why are is it ok to "cast" people into
a pit and tell them to burn -
all they have been is different?

Why are you ok?
Why?

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Darkness...by Lord Byron (An example of what a poem should be).

I had a dream, which was not all a dream.
The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars
Did wander darkling in the eternal space,
Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth
Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;
Morn came and went—and came, and brought no day,
And men forgot their passions in the dread
Of this their desolation; and all hearts
Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:
And they did live by watchfires—and the thrones,
The palaces of crowned kings—the huts,
The habitations of all things which dwell,
Were burnt for beacons; cities were consum'd,
And men were gather'd round their blazing homes
To look once more into each other's face;
Happy were those who dwelt within the eye
Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:
A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;
Forests were set on fire—but hour by hour
They fell and faded—and the crackling trunks
Extinguish'd with a crash—and all was black.
The brows of men by the despairing light
Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits
The flashes fell upon them; some lay down
And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest
Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smil'd;
And others hurried to and fro, and fed
Their funeral piles with fuel, and look'd up
With mad disquietude on the dull sky,
The pall of a past world; and then again
With curses cast them down upon the dust,
And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd
And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,
And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes
Came tame and tremulous; and vipers crawl'd
And twin'd themselves among the multitude,
Hissing, but stingless—they were slain for food.
And War, which for a moment was no more,
Did glut himself again: a meal was bought
With blood, and each sate sullenly apart
Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;
All earth was but one thought—and that was death
Immediate and inglorious; and the pang
Of famine fed upon all entrails—men
Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;
The meagre by the meagre were devour'd,
Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,
And he was faithful to a corse, and kept
The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,
Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead
Lur'd their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,
But with a piteous and perpetual moan,
And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand
Which answer'd not with a caress—he died.
The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two
Of an enormous city did survive,
And they were enemies: they met beside
The dying embers of an altar-place
Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things
   For an unholy usage; they rak'd up,
And shivering scrap'd with their cold skeleton hands
The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath
Blew for a little life, and made a flame
Which was a mockery; then they lifted up
Their eyes as it grew lighter, and beheld
Each other's aspects—saw, and shriek'd, and died—
Even of their mutual hideousness they died,
Unknowing who he was upon whose brow
Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,
The populous and the powerful was a lump,
Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless—
A lump of death—a chaos of hard clay.
The rivers, lakes and ocean all stood still,
And nothing stirr'd within their silent depths;
Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,
And their masts fell down piecemeal: as they dropp'd
They slept on the abyss without a surge—
The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,
The moon, their mistress, had expir'd before;
The winds were wither'd in the stagnant air,
And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need
Of aid from them—She was the Universe.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

Can't always run away from these clouds, it's just gonna come down.

Babe, don't mind the tears,
it's just the rain built up over the years.
Inside me are some dark storm clouds,
a past that howls something loud.

Don't fret, the shutters are closed tight,
life's hurricane won't destroy me tonight.
We'll hold each other close,
keep the warmth between us.

Baby, when my door blows down,
and the windows blow in,
yours are the arms I'm cradled within.

Few find it right that a boy like me,
has found a love like you,
the rain drowns out their thoughts,
it will always drown out our blues.

Oh, babe, please don't mind my tears,
it's just the hate built up over the moons,
Outside are some pitchforks and torches,
they're going to do what they'll do.

Love, when you pick me up off the floor,
I'm no longer just a broken toy,
you make me the strongest one can do,
you want me, not some barbie girl.

When the sunny days blow away,
and our good days go with it,
I'll be safe knowing you're not done with me.
I can't run away from all of these clouds,
when in the distance we can see it coming down.

Baby, oh, please don't mind my few tears,
it's only the rain coming down,
from the silver wool clouds in my mind.
In your arms is the right one you've wanted,
it's love in its perfect way.


"When the sunny days blow away...I'll be safe knowing you're not done with me...."